October 22nd, 2012

Real start

So it's really day 1 of my crazy 40 day challange see as my partner in crime kinda messed up the first day. But that's okay. Because yesterday felt good. Even as I rushed to the finally stages of the day trying to get things done and checked I felt like today was a but if growth for me. And even though I still have like three more of the five left to do for today I know that I can get it done. I know that I'm growing and in reflecting on the post yay I made yesterday which in hindsight sounded like it might have been bad. Sorry about that. But I feel like I needed it. I need to figure myself out. I need to stop hating my self. I need to get my act together. I also want to live and feel like things have purpose. I want to learn and I want to feel passionate about something tht is so much a part of me that I can't help but breathe in its very being. People tell I'm meant amazing things. And it's slowly starting to dawn. And as I keep on walking. Doing everything to put one foot in front of the other. I know that one day. I'll turn around and see all theses things that I got through. I'll see the path that I walked. The dangers that I overcame and I'll know that I truly became stronger because of it. So here's to that journey that I still have to make.


M.S.W- To stand tall

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